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A Holy Experience

(Thank you for the prayers that winged me home and back to the farm in the very dark, early morning hours today. I am exhausted and broken and healed and groping for words for what has happened in my heart these last few days. I will never be the same and I don’t know what any of it means and I am asking God, “How can you use me?” I have seen. Now how do I respond? And every decision is a response — one way or another. There is no such thing as a non-response.

I will post in a few hours. Thank you for grace.

Will you, I beg, please listen to this song in this post? Shaun Groves tells the story of singing it to my weeping heart in Guatemala and he’s posted the story and song here and this song’s exquisite beauty helped me see hope — help me see God Come By. A must listen…

I am unspeakably grateful for you, this community, your gentle compassion, as I try to pick up the pieces of my exploding heart…

More in a few hours…